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[Sep. 7th, 2004|11:18 am] |
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Yes, people Shani is still here if you haven't noticed. She has just been working and spending time with her kids since no one hardly talks to her no more and she has been lazy and tired of trying to start conversations that go nowhere. but i do have two shout out
Tina: *waves* I miss you and i will be around to bug ya real soon *winks*
Angela: yes i'm keeping my journal, but you know me i never have anything to say lol. I promise ill work on it and i miss you too. |
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| Moving |
[Jul. 23rd, 2004|01:33 am] |
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Well ,see my new house? it pretty ain't it lol we just start moving stuff in today and by tommorrow we'll be staying in it. come over for a visit the girls are excited cuz their room will be bigger. and baby brent nursery is beautiful *grins* The house is 5 bedrooms and 2 half rooms, 2 living rooms, a rec room, a big kitchen a pool outside and 3 bathrooms, a attic and a basement. now to plan what going in the half rooms.... maybe one of will be my office. well im going to sleep im getting up early to move the rest of the stuff over there and finish settling in :) laters all
Shani
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[Jul. 21st, 2004|05:49 pm] |
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[Jun. 17th, 2004|02:11 am] |
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Hey all me and the kids are fine. Brent is now 2 months and started smiling at us. the girls are taking dance class and im working and thats about it
I dunno know if he still in the group or not so ill just say brian is a sweetheart lol ok im getting tired off to bed for me nite
Shani |
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| Quizzes |
[Jun. 8th, 2004|03:29 am] |
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| | I'm lovin it - Justin Tmberlake | ] |
| ashanti_rpa's LJ stalker is avril_rpa! | | avril_rpa is stalking you because a little birdie told them you talked behind their back. They are also getting with your significant other! |
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| I'm still here |
[May. 24th, 2004|03:29 pm] |
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| | brandy - what about us | ] |
Sorry guys i always forget about this damm thing lol but it all good nothing going on really just sitting around with my babies and working in the studio and stuff i talk to some ppl once in while but I miss talking to certain ppl and they know who they are. Angela: Next time you are free we are so going shopping the kids and I miss you, Tina: girl u know how to get in touch with me if you wanna talk. Brandy: kiss the babys for me :) It been so broing of late im think about throwing a party what you guys think? Well i must go fee little brent now laters!!!
Shani |
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| bored bored bored |
[May. 10th, 2004|01:48 am] |
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*sigh* hey all just updating here. I've been bored of late and i don't wanna be the kind who sits here and whines about it but lately that what i've been doing. so it time for me to get off my lazy butt and do something about it. hmmm maybe i'll plan a party. but anyways The kids and i had a great mothers day. the girls gave me a picture they drew and it is one of the most beautiful things i've ever seen lol well it is to me lol and then my mom showed up with gifts she bought for me for the kids so we went out for lunch and for once in a long time i had fun :) But anyways lol the girls have been taking some dance class and they have a dance recital coming up i'll let you guys know when it is cuz i know the girl definitely want some certain ppl to come ( that would be you angela lol) well brent is get fussy again im gonna go feed him |
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| otay... |
[May. 6th, 2004|01:55 pm] |
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| Woo hoo |
[Apr. 21st, 2004|01:14 am] |
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I'm almost done with filming. Sometimes i wounder if im doing the right thing adopting these 3 beautiful kids and not being able to spend a lot of time with them but i love them too much and im glad that i did it in the end i hope they see how much i love them. One thing aobut having three kids i dont have much time anymore to sit and wonder who should i consider to be my true friends. reading some of my friends lj got me having second thoughts. the people i thought were my friends are acting out in ways that in simple phrase i would considerto tactless. I can understand while it not directed at me it still gets me to thik how long will it be til these ppl turn on me ans say the same things about me.
Sarah: don't worry sis, i might not alway understand while u do certain stuff but i know one thing i know that if i need u will be here backing me up 110% and u i will always do the same for you
Hope: my twin even though u dont talk to me much i still love ya and u know im here fro ya
Kelly: I know im not one of the ppl that u talk to when u need a friend but just remember im always here
Tamm: i miss talking to you and ang I hope if i ever go away that u will take the time to understand why and support me cuz i would the same for u.
Shan: lol sorry i got busy this weekend hopefully me and kids can come and visit u soon
luv Shani and the girls |
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| Woah |
[Apr. 13th, 2004|02:24 am] |
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OK well I have been spending time with my cousin and I fell in love with a lil baby boy in the childrens home so i decided to be a foster mom to him. After a couple of days i fell in love with the lil guy and wanted to adopt him. Being that already i have two youngs girls i question myself a lot about if i was ready for another kid especially one being so young he only a couples day old but after talking to jenn, i decided to go ahead and adopt him. A couple ppl have asked me what does brian think about this. well truth is brian not around much so i havent talk to him and it wouldn't changed my mind about wanting him so ifbrain cant exept thefact i have another kid i'll be single again LOL no joely im not complaining and if i ever come off that way let me know that not the kind of woman i want to be I have two lil girls two set a good example for. So Ill be makingtherounds when i havethe time two introduce my friends to lil brent. well with a new baby around, the girls to take care of too,and the movie im exhausted so im gonna head to bed in sec laters
shani
Shani |
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| BARKUM!!!!!!!!!!!!!! |
[Mar. 30th, 2004|02:18 am] |
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You Know what i'm sitting here when i should be a asleep beating myself up again *sighs* oh well
Today i had one of those days My Lawyer was telling me Tommy and his lawyer is tryinf to find a loop hole to take the girls away from since i refuse to let him see them. I'm trying to memorize this script and then the girl nanny wasn'twatching the girls propeply and some how lil holly found some glass and it broke in her hand and some of the pieces got stuck she was already bleeding a lot so i left the glass in her hand grab lissy and took her to the emergency room it was lucky that she didn't need any stiches or anything. but ugh now im now thinking maybe tommy right thst im not a good mother and i should let someone who has more time to give them have them definetly not him mind you i aint went that crazy. So now i will probably looking for a new nanny lol even though my firend think i should wwait til the morning to decide.
Ugh i and i miss brian and if he doesnt show up soon he'l lbe out the group and il lbe single again. oh well what can ya do I've got my career and the girl so i shouldnt worry about that right? lol shut up sasha i can already hear ur giggling :p
Shoutouts: Jess: hugs dont worry everything wil be ok
Hope: ...... lmfao yeah we'll talk laters
Tina: *hugs* the girls say hi
Brandy and Joely: congrats you will get a presant from me soon sorry i couldnt be there i was hoeld up at the ememrgency room.
Tamm: How is u?
Luv Shani and the girls |
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[Mar. 25th, 2004|06:58 pm] |
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I hate hate hate being sick. Yea yea yea sasha im updating before u kill me lol
NOt much going on getting read for easter and the movie is all so i have losts of free time but yet feeling like i have no one to talk to lol oh well i have my babies. They keep me busy enough. especially now since i have hardly any energy.
Holly finally convinced her auntie tina to get her chemistry set *shudders* lol man she is only two lol what do i have minature genius on my hands? Lissy is jsut being an angel as usually trying ro help mommy around the house and keep her lil sister out of trouble. ugh i need to find my friends i'm bored lol and if i call ja i will live to regret all he does is tell me to get my but back in bed and rest. lol i will laters. I'm gonna go see if i can find someone to bug now and where is my shopping partner we are so going shopping this weekend cuz the girl want their easter dresses let me know if you can come. *waves at jenn* im just being silly lol love ya
Shani and the girls |
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| daydreaming |
[Mar. 19th, 2004|02:10 am] |
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sorry folks i know i dont update much anymore but lately i have nothin to say but i have been doing a lot of complain and im not gonna do that anymore. I'm gonna try my damm hardest to be there for my friends when they need me and to stop prying and getting in other ppls business. I dont know i know im kinda tired so im probably all out of whack but i feel ignored by certain ppl who i used to talk to and i'm not trying to blame it on them it my fault i have been really talking much either. The girls keep me busy. Im planning on signing them up for ballet class soon and lissy wants violin lesson but sheo nly 4 so im gonna talk to someone b4 i say yes. dont want to mess her up for life.
But anyways tommy is out of jail now.... I just hope he not stupid enough to try comming back around here again... he had his lawyer call me to see if he could see the kids i dont think that a good idea right now....
lol sorry ppl i would do shout out but im so out of it right now i would give someone the wrong message and cofuse the hell out of them just know i love you all
Shani and The girls |
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[Mar. 12th, 2004|04:20 pm] |
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| Shani's rant |
[Mar. 10th, 2004|02:44 pm] |
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You know lately I've been feeling out of place. ppl who i thought were my friends have been ignoring me and then calling me quiet.
You know what. lol i have been quiet but it ok. I'll continue to be quiet until i feel the need to talk.
The girls are doing good. Holly and Lissy are just getting into everything as usual. *sigh* lol maybe things will pick up for me now. as soon as im done with this movie
Shouts out:
Sarah: Me miss you the girls want to see they auntie come back.
Hope:ahh the dots are after me *runs and hides*
Angela: me miss talkingto ya me will email you laters.
Tina: we should go out and get away from the stress lol *thanks for listening to me rant and not taking it personal.
Brandy and jess and jenn and shan: *waves*
Joely: the girls wanna see u but if u die their hair again i swear to god u will pay misster!!!
Nicky: HI!!!
Beverly: im gald i made a new friend :)
Benji: lol i will be send u a special gift laters :)
B and Nelly: hi u two.
Luv shani and the girls |
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| Hey guys |
[Feb. 26th, 2004|08:04 pm] |
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Lol sorry i am bored but lately i have been feeling like my friends have been ignoring me im hearing stuff aobut them from other ppl and stuff and that upsets me. I just realized simething though. lol i havent been talking much either and letting them know how im feeling so im partially to blame so i am gonna let that go. Lol lately i have been bored so we are gonna get the girls in some classes they both are gonna take ballet and lissy will have violin lessons and holly will get drum lessons and i will buy a stock in tylenol something tell me i will be needing them. Reminder to self keep ur big motuh shut around hope: she makes u do stuff that u dont wanna do well she doesnt make u lol she just say u do or she will *shudders well laters all
To my sis thanks for listening to me i know i can always count on you lol and tell them babies i said hi me luv u bunchs
Hope and jess: we all know im the oldest tripo cuzi m the responsible one :P
B: lol you have to help me learn nelly speak so he dont annoy me anymore ;)
Joely: no more dye!!!
and thanks to brandy for watching my babies.
Chris: welcome back! the girl say hi :)
Tamm: take care of yourself
Angela: where u been? i soo miss talking to you!!!! |
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[Feb. 22nd, 2004|04:59 pm] |
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Sorry ppl i have nothing to say.... well im just thinking about stuff and i really dont wanna talk aobut it so we'll just leave it at that. Tommy came over again few mins ago.... ME being the idiot that i am well i let him in and he started the smae shit again trying to choke me again... i dont understand why he does all that... right in front of the girls lucky my cousin was here.... i dunno what would happened if he didnt kick him out... *sigh it never ends i cant wait till our case go to trial... but in the meantime he back in jail for breaking the restaining order. On one hand i dont want to do this because he is the girls father but they are scared of him now and he thinks its my fault... oh well on a brighter note brian moved in with me :) lol boy im glad he was at work when the idiot cmae around or it would been an even bigger. The only thing i can say is i didnt choose the idiot to have kids with i just adopted two beautiful sweet little girls and he is their father so now i have to put up with him... Well I'm not letting him take the girls and thats that.
i gotta go write more laters
Shani and The girls |
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| Not gonna do it... |
[Feb. 17th, 2004|09:04 pm] |
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Nope nope nope.... I'm too chicken and Hope says i have to or she will so grrrr lol. Kelly said the same thing... lol i guess id better do it before they do. But then again maybe i shouldnt i dunno if u should put myself out there like that....Anywyays Tommorrow is My daughter Larissa's (lissy) birthday. my lil princess will be 4. so im gonna be busy with that enough not to think about that. Well im tired so im gona head off.
Shout outs:
Clay and Angela: congratulation and i know im slow but u guys wil get a present from me and the girls....
Chris and Tamm: Congratulations!
Brandy and joey: I get to spoil the baby. J money is payback time *evil grin*
B: It is time for ur nexct cooking lesson!!!
Hope: girl u areso comming over tommorrow :P you can help me with the damm
email...
Nick : behave :)
Brian: luv ya
Benji: thanks for the bat ;)
Everyone: else hi and luv ya'll |
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